Mixed Feelings

Okay so I'm not to sure what my stance on the end of school is. I'm excited and glad to be done, but fuck it. I know I'm going to lose touch with people and I don't want that to happen to a couple people. There's a handful of people that I want to keep in touch with.

On the other hand, I babysat Lachlan and Kaelyn last night for a couple hours. That was alot of fun. Sure they were both crying for about 10 minutes but I got Lachlan distracted and Kaelyn ate alot. It was alot more relaxing than being at home dealing with the siblings and parents.

Maybe I've just been spending alot of time around people I don't enjoy and that's just killing my good mood. I don't know anymore... Half of me wants school to just be done, but I don't want to not see people anymore.